Wednesday, October 7, 2009
i hate everything god arrange for me.... so much... just woke up and i realize... certain things are not what i want and looking for already...
boss miz call me and i call back... after a long conversation i break into tears.. making me feel like giving up suddenly... where is all my gers when i need to tell them abt work stuff?? everyone doing diff things now.. who is there to hear me out.. nobody already... come to think abt it.. i am all alone..
came back from clubbing ytd i call him.. tot he say he will be awake so that if anything happen to me he at least can help and know the situation.. although nth happen but he didnt pick up so i left him a sms.. i wait and call again all the way from 4am to 8.30am... in the end still no call.. so i make my last call swearing that if he not gonna pick up this call i never ever call him again.. maybe god hear my prayers and he did pick up.. but to my shockness what he reply me is he packing his stuff... at that point of time i dunno what to say or reply already.. i ask myself am i impt? am i stupid to fall in love again? am i really fated to love him? how i wish i met an accident and i really cannot be contacted again.. the things i do for him.. he knows himself the most.. dont need me to say.. he say he call me back.. what time then he call me back... i was aslp by then... in the end he left me a msg.. "im goin bck hm" that hurts me the most... looking back... i remb chantal once say to me... when guys haven get you.. you are everything to him... when u start to fall in love with him.. you are nth already... coz it is just a game... i really feel that this game just gonna end this way...
相遇第一次是偶然，第二次是必然， 第三次是命中注定
我的快乐，会回来的。
加油，沈嘉仪！
she told
the story ...
11:46 PM
