Friday, October 30, 2009
telling you hw i feel am i wrong? better than i keep mum and pull out it rite?
sometimes you need to ask yourself if you luv the ger whole-heartly anot? what you have been doing is right anot? treating her loyal and faithful anot? what you want from her did she ask for any returns anot?
if i feel something is not rite... something must have gone wrong...
if you wanna flirt or be playful outside.. dun expect ur gf to stay decent and loyal to u only also.. becox its unfair to her... why must she tahan all the nonsense when you get all the happy out there?
if right now you think she not the one you really wan or luv, plz dun hurt her anymore. she not born to give you hurt one.. what she need is tender loving care...
before both of you fall too deeply n get hurt... she rather pull out now and stop herself from getting hurt anymore.. if she is someone who has her limits, dont test her limits.. she dun like it though...
since you cannot make a decision.. as usual she make the decision for both of you..
she told
the story ...
4:58 AM
Wednesday, October 28, 2009
Bila kita mencintai yang lain
Mungkinkah hati ini akan tegar
Sebisa mungkin, tak akan pernah
Sayangku akan hilang...
If we love somebody
Could we be this strong
I will fight to win
Our love will conquer all
I wouldn't risk my love
Even just one night
Our love will stay in my heart
My heart...my heart...
nice luv song.. trying to memorize..
wonder where i stand now...? dont understand why to love someone is so hard? becox while loving somebody we get hurt too.. when times are bad we support one another... when times are gd we enjoy it tgt... do u still remb those times? looking back at ur blog with ur past posts.. makes me tear and laugh at the same time... u noe why?
lost of words too...
she told
the story ...
3:03 AM
Thursday, October 22, 2009
there is no point to hang on to something that dont belongs to you...
why there is nobody for me to linger on...
i only ask for a guy to love me with all his heart...
why do i keep falling in love with the wrong man...
i am so tired of relationships...
just wanna shut my door and dont let anyone in to hurt me anymore...
i should go back who i used to be... stop showing affections to anyone...
be with my kakis and gfs... club... hang out... chill...
enjoy my life that way so that i will not be upset over man!!
i think i will make this decision.. and let him go.. let him do what he wants.. and not being bothered by it.. treat him like my kaki think its the best decision..
LOVEHURTZZ..
she told
the story ...
3:10 AM
Monday, October 12, 2009
sometimes being single or attached is not what i can choose or decide by myself.. it takes 2 hand to clap.
a song i am listening every now and then..
here's the link pple - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UvE63aNKGW4
hold your dream - Naturi Naughton, Asher Book & Kay Panabaker - Fame 2009 OST
hold your dream
don't ever let it go
be yourself
and let the world take notice
you'll find strength
when people bring you down
they will see
if you would only
only... believe....
a dream that i hold on tight and nv let it go.. but my dream is not only abt myself..
she told
the story ...
12:39 PM
Wednesday, October 7, 2009
i hate everything god arrange for me.... so much... just woke up and i realize... certain things are not what i want and looking for already...
boss miz call me and i call back... after a long conversation i break into tears.. making me feel like giving up suddenly... where is all my gers when i need to tell them abt work stuff?? everyone doing diff things now.. who is there to hear me out.. nobody already... come to think abt it.. i am all alone..
came back from clubbing ytd i call him.. tot he say he will be awake so that if anything happen to me he at least can help and know the situation.. although nth happen but he didnt pick up so i left him a sms.. i wait and call again all the way from 4am to 8.30am... in the end still no call.. so i make my last call swearing that if he not gonna pick up this call i never ever call him again.. maybe god hear my prayers and he did pick up.. but to my shockness what he reply me is he packing his stuff... at that point of time i dunno what to say or reply already.. i ask myself am i impt? am i stupid to fall in love again? am i really fated to love him? how i wish i met an accident and i really cannot be contacted again.. the things i do for him.. he knows himself the most.. dont need me to say.. he say he call me back.. what time then he call me back... i was aslp by then... in the end he left me a msg.. "im goin bck hm" that hurts me the most... looking back... i remb chantal once say to me... when guys haven get you.. you are everything to him... when u start to fall in love with him.. you are nth already... coz it is just a game... i really feel that this game just gonna end this way...
相遇第一次是偶然，第二次是必然， 第三次是命中注定
我的快乐，会回来的。
加油，沈嘉仪！
she told
the story ...
11:46 PM
