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Monday, August 3, 2009

hey all... am so sorry that i am just tooo lazy to start to blog eversince i come back sg till now which i think i only blog once..

many things happen for just 1 month.. plenty to say but too much to blog..

like i started clubbing n now kinda tired to club already... shall maintain like once a week will do.. super tiring to club 2 times a week already.. suddenly feel old.. n amazingly time flies n its august now.. kinda looking forward to celebrate birthday in a single status as i have not been doing so for like secondary sch till now for what i recall n remb.. hahhaa...

ah min found her soulmate... soo happy for her.. but i swear she really becum more cheerful n happy now.. i sincerely give her my blessings n prayers for that... pray that all things go smoothly n well n most imptly she is enjoying it....

get to open up my circle of frens n meeting more pple lately after my break up since march.. finally my family knows.. and so fast... fasting month is cuming.. and it falls one day before my birthday... faints... so fast lah... -_- but never the less.. i hope to practice it... am really serious to find someone to guild me n show me the way...

am also preparing for my birthday... not to let others worry for my birdy day.. i shall plan myself.. hahha.. nv celebrate at club before so i am gonna do that.. :) this yr at a club.. plz pple.. dun get me drunk! i swear i am no longer a gd drinker compare to last time... hahha.. so spare me.. we are there to enjoy... not kill each other.. hahhaa...

will be planning my time well to celebrate with diff pple.. so do keep in touch with me pple.. i will be giving each group ample time to celebrate.. as for my exact day i shall leave it to my 8 sistas if everyone could made it... wanna had earle swensens for my birthday... :) lets dress up n glamour... hahhaa... got myself a dress for birthday.. hehehe... am so excited to keep blabber non stop just on birthday topic..

as for status.. I M SINGLE. n stupid fb quiz keep saying i should get married by 21yrs-old.. kinda irritating thou but can plz let me find my guy first lah.. haven find married wat sai u tell me... hahah.. like i saying i am choosing n picky well.. will be meeting more guys for dates n know each other better n choose.. i believe in this way i know hu suit me most n maybe things work out?

am enjoying what i have now but i wanna do better.. oh god... i got a hard time slping thru the night.. like now? i slept at 2am coz damm tired but i am purely awake at 3.40am? shitty
lah... its like wth.. and this give me a feel to blog.. haha.. and do u know how i wake up?? i had this damm stupid dream that i am with another guy which i dunno hu on bed.. its like dot dot dot.. wat a weird dream for pass few months i am not really dreaming n suddenly i dreamt of such stuff... wth... and tell the truth.. i am hungry now.. feel like biting sumthing but its fat to eat at this time or call it breakfast... watever.. i feel so hungry!! oh god.. save me..

have been hanging out with zhen n rin this few weeks n now we 3 are down with flu, sorethroat n cough?? sickening virus not leaving us at all.. shoooo virus.. hate it.. been like eating all sorts of medz n drinking tons of water... i cant take sg weather.. kill me.. when i meet frens be4 sun set.. its killing enough... oh god..

and lame things happen recently... which i think entertained zhen n rin... like the 'wow, beautiful, i like!!!' oh god.. kill me.. laoda call me huan na now.. wat the.. plz... i dun look minas can.. i sooo chi looking.. pple still say i am looking like one ah liannn.. diaoz.. am gg for a new hair color n hairdo again.. shall shocked everyone including myself too..

blessings to johnny baby ger!!! i sick n cant attend but will visit when i fully recover.. she's completely cute n of coz completes both johnny n wife life now... :)

am talking too much i think... like one whole month of blogging i trying to cut it short squeeze into 1 post??? shall see when i can blog again out of no where n crapy..

simply a 'I MIZ U' sms makes me feel gd n brightens my day!!!

:):):):):):):):) smilezzzz my way thru my single life..

she told the story ... 2:34 PM